BelieveInFairies

Looks like I journal about once a year. I forgot to journal in 2007: In a nutshell, a year of transformation and reformation and love found. Must enjoy life in the now, not the past or future. Must focus on being an artist and allowing my creativity and imagination to liberate and intoxicate me. Must read. Must draw. Must act. Must feel. Must have a great birthday experience tonight. End journalling. :noir:

just plodding and plugging along here. confused about what i want to do in life... do i want to be an actress or an artist or a writer or a wanderer... i have no idea. i dont think i have to though? right? who knows which way the wind will blow.. tan‧gi‧ble  /ˈtændʒəbəl/ Pronunciation Key –adjective 1. capable of being touched; discernible by the touch; material or substantial. 2. real or actual, rather than imaginary or visionary: the tangible benefits of sunshine. 3. definite; not vague or elusive: no tangible grounds for suspicion. for some reason, this word is sticking out in my head.

miserable and lovesick. its natural i know. but its torture. personal inward emotional intellectual torture. ugh! :frail: but i still believe..